This is me tonight.
Not sure what to do. What to say.
I am so tired.
I miss my home. It is weird. I was somewhere where I was treated as a 3rd class citizen. Somewhere where I was discriminated against. And yet.. I felt so much at home there.
Right here. With my family. I feel so isolated. I feel that I do not belong.
I want to get out.
I want to flee.
I kept thinking about packing up and just leaving.
I have the means to do so. It's just the thought of my boy.
I need a sign as to whether I should leave.
Should I?
YES
Not sure what to do. What to say.
I am so tired.
I miss my home. It is weird. I was somewhere where I was treated as a 3rd class citizen. Somewhere where I was discriminated against. And yet.. I felt so much at home there.
Right here. With my family. I feel so isolated. I feel that I do not belong.
I want to get out.
I want to flee.
I kept thinking about packing up and just leaving.
I have the means to do so. It's just the thought of my boy.
I need a sign as to whether I should leave.
Should I?
YES