Touch the rain
As my tear drop falls
Catch them while they perform
Drown
The heart that has stopped beating
The soul that has stopped loving
The spirit that has stopped soaring
Turning these into hateful existence
Wishing upon a lonely star
Yet tonight I kill my scars
And find myself in warm embrace
While I taste her lips and remember pain
Lead me on to higher plains
Then let me fall
Falling deeper
And deeper
Into this non-fulfilling existence of
Self Importance
And self glorification
I shudder at my humanity
Why made to suffer while all I have is good things to give
Silent overtures gather pace
While the other returns from outer space
Looking after oneself
While abandoning the rest
Selling those sea faring creatures
At the market place
The monger thrives
While the donor bleeds
A slow
Painful
Unassuring and lonesome
Sprint to the end
Sunday, October 15, 2006
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
Touched By An Angel
Resist with futility we attempt to fight
The spring breeze blows
And rest my soul
The wonder of one whom I barely knew
And yet with her I feel brand new
Are we being silly
Or mired in happy
State of being with one so dear
She touch my heart withhold my fear
I thank my stars
We've come this far
Alone we sleep on lonely beds
Connected in soul with weary heads
You've touched my heart
We never shall part
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
Finnish Giant

With each ring
The registers sings
Staring down
The valley of joy
The life giving pleasures
The sincere heart that belongs
We talk
And walked
And yet disconnected
We have stalked
The howling moon stares down
As we make our ways North
Divided by a union
Compelling
Absorbing
Yet wonderfully intriguing
We are drawn
Together yet propelled
Due to nature
Debauchery on a weekly scale
The body protests
Different positions
Yet similar will
Levels are meant for the level headed
Spirals are meant for the money minded
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
Come high water
Efforts
Trying hard
Please see my light
I'm trying to please
You're trying to appease
Why?
Do not appease
If a union you are in
Wrong
Dwelling into the negative realms
Not something i want to do
With this Princess
Not the right thing
Never wrong either
Trying hard
Please see my light
I'm trying to please
You're trying to appease
Why?
Do not appease
If a union you are in
Wrong
Dwelling into the negative realms
Not something i want to do
With this Princess
Not the right thing
Never wrong either
Gilbert O Sullivan

Tinkering on the ebony
Inspiring with the ivory
Letting me hear the words so crisps
Makes me realise they are so
Simple
Yet meaningful
I know not what's going on
Although the ill-feelings gotten strong
Drifting away to another place
While she fail to find her ways
Assurance from this half of the deed
Is not enough for others she seek
If this is not as strong as thought
Please let it go and not let me rot
Wake up baby
Smell the stench
As layers of blue masks
Take you on THAT bus
Go waste your waking hours away
I want to go.. that is my place
Wandering wandering
What has gone so wrong
That it makes her heart long
Wandering wandering
I thought I got it right
Trusting her with all my might
Wondering wondering
Its such an amazement
Why I'm her amusement
Wondering wondering
Drop me down into the zone
Ignore me forever, bin that phone
Monday, June 05, 2006
Lack or part thereof

Lack of effort
Forget it
Let it be
While I go on being myself
And trample upon your heart
Which you've present on a pedestal
To a princess
I sit upon my throne
And look down on earth
Unaware of the fact that I am falling fast
Into the abyss
Which I have perceived
As my haven
Living life the way I want to
Just because mere hoovers had been around
Cowering to my every needs
While I stomp on them
And mock their foolish
Disposition
I seek joy while pouring misery upon my partner
As long as I am happy
It doesn't matter if he wallows in misery
I am glad
That I am protected within my universe
Stuff the rest of the world
While I do things my way
And dish out
Empty shells of promises
That was never meant to be
Just as long as I can be happy
What does the rest of them matter
Myopia kills
Sunday, June 04, 2006
Jesus's little village
Monday, May 29, 2006
The Memory Remains

We fight to live another day
And with each fight our hearts decay
Away from each other we propel
As stand alone units might do so well
While words are thrown and swords are sharpened
Our souls are torn and demeanour blackened
Leaving me out alone at night in the cold
Our love will fly on the wings of a crow
You've weathered the storm
I've weathered the hurt
As from this day on
Our union hits dirt
From different worlds, we draw our life
Into different paths, we sharpened our knives
Carving our force
Nipping the source
Goodbye the order
Or cling on to bother
A life together rammed against this wall
Divided we stand, united we fall
Both pieces were uttered
And arrows were thwarted
A fortress I seek not
Emotions surface like an ugly wart
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
Dynasty Building

Pour Lee ticks
In the streets
Around the crevices
Of the jam-packed cubicles
Pour Lee ticks
Achieving little while
Tripping over many
While they fail to see
Pour Lee ticks
Smiling tiger circles its prey
As darkened skin looms
And alibaba blooms
Pour Lee ticks
As I bid goodbye
Leaving all the mess behind
As the implosion here slowly unwind
Sunday, May 14, 2006
Sitting, Staring, Stoning

Waiting game
Seeing out my final days
Should I just go prematurely
And leave this all behind?
I would have nothing to do
Nowhere to go
For now
The short term
Patience
Not a word in my dictionary
But I do need to seek it out
Hunt it down
And try my very best to
Define it
My rather limited vocabulary
When life comes to such a standstill
Even my half bucket poetry
Gets drained of its bile
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
Bed of roses

Italiano living in Americano
Said it best
In the line after mentioning his mistress
We live in a world
Close knitted
Seldom alone
And yet, there are times
When we feel so isolated
Ignored
Neglected
And forgotten
Living in solitude in the city centre
Fellowship with emptiness while with friends we banter
Partners come
And partners go
Partners they fool me
Many time fold
Professing emotional bonds
That will stand the test of time
And yet with a brush of the hand
All our good deeds unwind
Into the lower decks
Hit by an iceberg
Ship slowly sinking
And you'll never be heard
What should I do?
Where should I head?
Lies like poisonous arrows
As my poor heart bled
Dried of all lifeforce
Sapped of all juice
Bring our sorrows to the fore
As our souls are abused
Thursday, April 20, 2006
Kermit the Frog

The balloon that floats
Although deflated
The smile that radiates
Although so weathered
Memories remain as the silver foil folds
Tube of french passion
Lingers in empty spaces
Thunder and lightning
Crowds the past half moon
As edges are blunt
And sharpness are harnessed
As journey we took
Threw us around
We move along the grand scheme
While our maker smiles
Mocking us in our humanity
In our very sanity
That denounces his cruelty
We're far greated being
Than that being suggest
As the burden of the cross
Bears down on you
Remember that sun shines bright
Above the dark clouds
Its always there shining away
Though we might not see it
Feel it
Sense it
Its always
There
Sitting pretty hung high above
Burning itself out to a slow death
Radiating its brilliance in the mean while
Illuminating us
Empowering us with happiness
Intoxicating life with its life giving prowess
Passed through droplets
To streak across the sky
As my favourite rainbow
Friday, April 07, 2006
And she's buying the stairway to heaven

Frustration
They ascend to greater heights
As the days goes by
And the week signals an end
Slighted
With each knife edge cut
While your vocals are deemed
As nothing more than mud
Disappointment
With each expressed commitment to change
Each represented vow to improve
Each broken promise left unfulfilled
Lowly
Feelings in me right now as best
A union's supposed to make you high
Not drag you through the deep hole
I would love to.........
Let me talk!!
I would like to..........
Let me say!!
My day's been a drag..............
Wait till you hear about mine!!
I was having a most pleasant evening and.........
So did I! Ran into an old pal today!!
This fish tastes lovely..................
Not as good as the one I had last week!!!!
Robert and Jimmy said it best
Communication breakdown, its always the same
Monday, April 03, 2006
Sunshine

Eternal sunshine
Like a bright spot of orange that streaks across the break of dawn
Pounding down upon at the mid of day
And cast its last light as the dusk breathes its ease upon your soul
Night falls
And yet the bright spot shines bright
In another corner of your existence
Not showing its light
Still burning and glowing
And showering its care
Love
And utmost concern
Upon your ignorant soul
She is my bright spot
My source of inspiration
My solace in times of deep abandonment
My outlet in times of immense joy
And pleasures of the musical toys
That had been laid to rest for a thousand four hundred and sixty 24s
Surfacing again in a burst of creative spark
Ignited by a heart so sincere and pure
And slighted by my folly till now
Its time to walk into my twilight years with this sunshine
A sun burning in its unassuming brilliance
A sunshine born of pure
Heartful
LOVE
Sunday, April 02, 2006
Perceptions

Though we had read the script but still we got it wrong
Drag our feet through the mud and weathered several storms
We fall prey to the humanity of it all
The skies open and heaven pour its might upon us
Our follies told us to race to the end point first
The bright lights remind us never to fall
Our perceptions they might differ
Like night and day
Born apart but found each other
In a warm embrace
Emotions erupt as our separate lives took their toll
Forgotten basement shall all our bad memories fold
Refresh our love on the beautiful colors that awe
Darkened room in it the two of us dwell no more
Step out embrace it and bring our joy to the fore
The sunshine casts its power and makes us soar
Our perceptions they might differ
Like night and day
Born apart but found each other
In a warm embrace
Our perceptions they might differ
Like night and day
Like night and day
Someone

We were strolling 'bout town
I had to go play the clown
My quiet soul it bellows
And cast my evening woes
Then I kiss her gently
And her soft lips let me be
The pleasures of delight they set me free
Have you heard about someone incredible
Come on andsay it loud
Someone so lovable
Don't be afraid to shout
Someone so agreeable with you
She makes me excitable
So put the needle on
Stand up and give a twirl
Throw in a happy song
Wonders in this world are far and few
When I wake up i the morning
She's my brand new sun
As I wind down in the evening
My senses on the run
Heaven knows how much I miss her when we're not together
Stroll with similar pace although our paths in the past might've differ
Have you heard about someone incredible
Come on andsay it loud
Someone so lovable
Don't be afraid to shout
Someone so agreeable with you
She makes me excitable
So put the needle on
Stand up and give a twirl
Throw in a happy song
Wonders in this world are far and few
Thursday, March 30, 2006
The Holy Trinity
Blanks
And yet words fill the page
And flesh purge with rage
Vacuum
And yet speech punctuates the air
And gestures void of savoir faire
Emptiness
And yet thoughts cloud our mind
And plans put paid by the unkind
Holy gathering of the three
And yet words fill the page
And flesh purge with rage
Vacuum
And yet speech punctuates the air
And gestures void of savoir faire
Emptiness
And yet thoughts cloud our mind
And plans put paid by the unkind
Holy gathering of the three
Thursday, March 23, 2006
Rest days

Its only when the bacteria fights
And the germs show their might
Are we able to take a step back
Breathe in the fresh air
And relax
No longer carrying straws that break our backs
We sometime carry a burden
That is unnecessarily bothersome
And tiresome
I want to do things that impact larger masses
Tomorrow I shall walk into the temple of my creation
I want to be alive when they cry
Out my name
Lifting me up with impoverished hands
They will gladly endorse my yielding friends
Alive
Alive
We shall all come alive
When the very air that sustains us
Escapes our cavity and drain us
Dry
Home and dry
Squeezing emotions that will make the statues cry
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
Mass Production of the Soul

Falling asleep under mountains of pressure
Waking up to nothingness in abundance
We're sapped of the very energy
Life form that might inspire
Lift you and yet
Make you meek
Humble you
Break you
And yet, in a quick twist
Undetected
Engulf you in sweetness
We need to speak this language
Its simple
Universal
And yet, packaged nowadays in uninspired repetitions
While the greens roll in for false practitioners
Who claim to know
While they sow
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
Bee Kay Kay
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
-Untitled-
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
Sensations

Are we ready for it?
Judge us not for its ours to see
Not to march down the streets
While music fills the air
And waif thin mistresses twirl their batons
While voyeurs click
Away on their peeping devices
Asymmetrical knowledge in a global battle
Worldwide reach of the battered soldier
Tiny corner of an island nation
Blinded minds flying seeing crafts
Zipping around in random patterns
A show we're not putting up with
Leave the arena with heavy bottoms
Sinking into the lowly podium
Loud louts
Masking their inept heavy reliance
Smug thugs
Tearing down the streets with nil regard
Get away
Fly or
Swim or
Walk or
Crawl or
Even burrow
Any ways possible
Tomorrow we shall touch the jaws of the underworld
The elaborate parade
The confetti
The blasting trumpets
The drumming bass
Displays for the dense holiday makers
As citizens ignore the possible canter
Of a million feet
Monday, February 06, 2006
Radiance

A stone so tiny cut to death
Craftsmen congregate and knit their brows
Symbols of eternity one must have
Drifters parade with gems hung around
Procured with fanfare
No expenses were spared
Now lay lonely in forgotten corners
Remembered with fondness in quiet whispers
Bountiful delights in tiny packages
Something so precious and yet so negligible
Wondering wondering where are the outages
Weakness of materials beyond the crucible
Proclamation of time stand the test of men
Hearts filled with passion wandering in limbo
The flames of love stroked as bonded hearts fan
Paths lined with joy we shall gladly follow
Saturday, January 28, 2006
Riding Seas

Discovery of a greater joy
Unknown gales beat down upon weather bound sailors
Seen the world yet remembering few
As the Sea man reached the edge unchartered
Dispelling popular notions of conventions
Lived like a king yet exist as a pauper
While righting the deceit heaped upon us
By scrolls unrolled in the dead sea corner
Melodies of the strings overwhelm me
While inspiration of the soul sweeps over
As we stand
Tested
Pushed
Vexed
Drawing near from the underbelly of our emotions
Drifting apart on the high waves of misrepresentation
Common sense escapes our awareness
Grab hold of it
Reel them in
Yet we thrive in a world where saccharin numbs
And in a theatre, we twiddle thumbs
Beyond the mere touch
Lies THE deeper meaning of our union
The wonder of it
The pain of it
The reckless abadonment
The external commitment of
The great circle
The joy
We can feel it and touch it everyday
Or choose to ignore it and have no time to play
She makes me happy that I'm sure
Just afraid that all will be lost
When I perform my jester duties once again
I want to be the person that I am
Not pretend
To be a miscast statue of gold
That ornates the princess's chambers
How did I find myself here?
Explanations are for weak fools with predetermined marked borders
Enjoying the choppy waves while I ride the seas
Throwing up overboard just to see the beautiful sunrise unobstructed
By feelingless bricks and cement structures
That give us our daily bread
We submit ourselves once again
Land, HO~!!
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
Planetarium
It is apparently written
In a cosmic plain not far away
The bonds that tie signal a new beginning
From way back and yet memories are fading
Look
Long
Hold
Desire and
Finally coming to terms with the fact
That she's here to stay
Bringing incomprehensible joys
That delights my very existence
Sending me into sweet delirium
Of a free spiritedness
State of equilibrium
I seek not the physical comfort of warm arms
Strong embrace and lingering kisses
Wrinkles soon dictate our bio nature
And yet this psychological path stays strong
And yield not to the physiological weakness
Of men trapped in
Hopeless
Mindless
And senseless heat
Of pinoy wastefulness
As we grow old
As the white takes over the jet
As the silver steams forth without compassion
We shall look into each other's eye
Whip the fledglings
Reign in the wild horses
And go back to seminary school
Touch our faith
And walk our twilight years
With sand on our feet
And wind in our hair
While the sheer material flows in the air
We recall the joyous past
That has passed thru our beings like the markings on the wall
Staining us with pleasurable delights
As the one we know as god wields his might
We succumb then
Not to question but to believe
That this spirit between us that is too good to be true
Is here to stay
As we may
Lay
Six feet under
It doesn't matter
Cosmic is as cosmic can be
You have set me free
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
Odie

Turn back the hands
To those happy sorrows
Push forth the fort
In bright springtime May
To those joyful ironies
Of days set free
Through the passage of time
But a function of the
Biological grime
Imprison me in your faith
As we walk along with
Unreserved grace
Stars spell the signs
As silver streaks
Purposefully unwind
Grow old with me
Counting the days
As we walk through
The limitless winds
Beating down upon our beings
With divine blessings
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