When Harry Met Who?

This is me tonight.
Not sure what to do. What to say.
I am so tired.
I miss my home. It is weird. I was somewhere where I was treated as a 3rd class citizen. Somewhere where I was discriminated against. And yet.. I felt so much at home there.

Right here. With my family. I feel so isolated. I feel that I do not belong.

I want to get out.

I want to flee.

I kept thinking about packing up and just leaving.

I have the means to do so. It's just the thought of my boy.

I need a sign as to whether I should leave.

Should I?

YES

SLOSS

This one is known
To one that's sown
The seeds of love
The peaceful dove

Why am i here
Take my life dear
God almighty above
To die tonight I'd love. 

Missing Zen

With each stolen day
The memory remains
With each kiss so long
The feeling grow so strong

Cheap Biscuit and Garfield's First Name

Raindrops on white tees and full grown sex kittens
Bright copper-toned skin that glows when u lick em
Brown sugar sleeps with you, tied to no strings
These are a few of my favourite things

Cream colored big tits that shakes when you fondle
Doggie and snowplough and kinky new angles
Wild girls that screw while their mood never swings
These are a few of my favourite things

Girls with no dresses say oh aint tat precious?
Snowy white lingerie sting my eyelashes
Silver white nighties I shread into bits
These are a few of my favourite things

When the dog bites, when the bee stings, when I'm feeling sad
I simply remember my favourite things, and than I don't feel so bad!

The Ring

with little notions of being
Little damon bought a ring
With little notions of being
Little damon with joy he sings

With little notions of pain
Little goldstar brought the rain
With little notions of pain
Lttle goldstar pulls the reign

Dousing the fires of passion
Strking the emotional of lesion

Epal

"Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life.

Don’t be trapped by dogma – which is living with the results of other people’s thinking.

Don’t let the noise of other’s opinions drown out your own inner voice.

And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition.

They somehow already know what you truly want to become.

Everything else is secondary.”

- Steve Jobs

Fort Helix

The frame that frames the painting paints
The feel that feels the sour of sours
Emotions emote and fuels the fuel
Wishing the wishes to find the found

The white that whites and the blacks that black
The flow which flows while the whole it holds
The smile's a mile the wave's a wave
Tonight's the night asleep the sleep

Awake the wake and calm the calm
Bye to bye and hi to high
The snow that snows on warm of warmth
The ring that rings on we and we

The night where she roamed alone

I no longer want her
To be alone
to dine alone
to shop alone
for as long as she has me
She shall be

the most carefree
the most laden with love
the happiest being
in the whole universe
above the angels
high above the clouds
where the air is rarified

we shall walk onto the passage of time
while lingering in sweet notions of having just met

the year was 2009
she came
i saw
i pursued
she kept me away

and she fell into a cesspool of
insecurity
losertique notions of being with
someone who don't deserve her
yet scarred her
harmed her.....
took advantage of her
and ravaged her soul
causing her to linger
in a state of emotional limbo
so much as to affect her general well being

If ONLY
IF ONLY I HAD MADE IT CLEAR
back 2 years ago
she don't have to be hurt
and i wouldn't need to hurt another

why am i such a stupid clown
to mess it up at the most inappropriate timing
and cause a tidal wave of damage thereafter

God forgive me

About A Girl

Come into my life
And you will feel no strife
Take a worthy step with me
And happiness shall be

Don't let me fall again
Don't let me go insane
Just let me take away your sorrow
We shall fly high like a sparrow

Was a time when you weren't so sure
But I've show you the right door
Come on in cast away your fears
I will never let you fall

So don't
Don't
Leave me alone tonight
I'm trying and I'm waiting for your signs
Don't you leave me
Hanging out to dry
The truth is here you never have to hide

Fahrenheit

Cant stand it when she's hot and cold
Cant take it when our love's on hold
I did my best but felt her ice
What else should I sacrifice

Hurts so much to see her cry
Yet the best I can do is sigh
Feel so helpless hurting one
So precious she's like the fading sun

Sorry girl for being me
Current bonds for us to see
Through the years we promised so
Till hair's white and we are old

Please be patient while I try
My best to offer her the bye
Our love shall stand the test of time
True love conquers
Ties that bind

Escape Club

The night's so long for one so starry
Through the night the line's a flurry
The break of dawn brings further query
Weeping mother makes her so blurry

I'll be there whenever she sighs
Through toothless impeded cries of EI
Our journey towards white has now begun
Now we're fraught but we're heading for the sun

Trust in me and hold my hands
I'll lead her to the promised land
A sincere heart and nothing more
Happiness unto her is fore

Viva Lass Bagel

Venus looms for those who pray
Into Sweetness we shall stay

Victors in this lovelorn spring

Into laughter spread our wings

Away we fly, eternal bliss...
Our love's sealed with a lasting kiss..

The Colour of Monet

This piece aint about
The greed that we flout
Its about the love we share
With someone whom i care

She's just a fren for oh but now
With her i sense a feel of wow
She's new and yet so familiar
For her my heart shall hold so near

Burn for her for all tonight
While i resist with all my might
Miss her yet cant tell her
Wats this thing called ever after?

See Kay

Obvious title says it all
Tonight i miss while gently fall
The seeing decay of lies ahead
Iwish she's here to warm my bed

I saw those pics i long to hold
A girl so precious she feels like gold
A few months passed on by from me
But this felt like an eternity

Come back
I need you.....
Come back........
Please..........................

Chasing Strings

The songs rang out so loud and clear
I miss those nights chatting so dear
she went away and back she came
But things somehow don't feel the same

We spoke but for so brief those nights
She failed to see what kind of light
She brought to this room so grim and dark
A spark that inspires long walks in parks

Cast Away

Free from lies of life long dreams
Uncalled ripping at the seams
Calls ring out all thru the night
Knock on doors yet out of sight

Outside sitting at your door
Feet touching the cold hard floor
Felt like hung and left to dry
Beneath the tough exterior lie

Insecurity of the low being
Trusted her and yet she fling
Casst away the FBI
Her mother shat from her CBye~!!

27 yrs ago

Bye Bye Sad Whore

Sad whore longs for Gee oh wat
Nothing more than verbal fart
Losers pining for a piece
Want no more than to chalk their list

Yet she yearns for those who knock
Just somewhere to rest their cock
Dumb bitch using this as bait
Now the lizard shall not wait

Cunt lay bare for those too dark
As they put her in the buck
Always blind there in the dark
Stupid whore runs out of luck

Tonight i lay my soul to rest
For I am one who shall know best
A life away from misery
For from now on i shall be free

She Who Shall be

Chasing long the dreams of youth
As minds were brim filled joy with filth
Such riches of my feelings spill
Surrender and commute my will

Gauntlet lay for pounding skins

Led us into tots of sins

While writing songs

Emotions long

Tonight the poison girl shan't win

Croon A Sweet Song

Croon so sweetly little frame
While hearts no longer play a game
i Spoke directly to her heart
For she I will become a bard

Tonight I lay me down to bed
While longing an elusive date
The month has past while she belay
In those four wheels that go my way

mind space hers to conquer long
for i shall reach out with a song
the crystal ship shall dock at bay
croon a sweet song, cast away

Deville's First Name Lingers On

Tomorrow I shall Call
else emotions shall fall
fret not what could be
for a life away should free

Inhibitions of the meek
while passion wild i seek
seated in a reality
of delienated sanity

She looks away while long
Me alone yet linked in song
shall write a ditty for the new
for girls like her are few

the queen shall come again
while mindless lines refrain
no longer afraid to say
tat caring alluring shimmering star will STAY

Wolf and Mend

Bite.. the very hand that feeds you
Snarl.. the very emotions that shield you
Howling as the red moon glow
Whimper at the blue sun's flow

Never shall the rock break in
For one shall suffice else you sin
Female canine walks away
While magic staircase sense decay

Leaving marks on crystal sand
Standing firm while cleaner bend
Not a single word regret
Instead pompous front beget

walk away now into light
life alone can shine so bright
knew along not meant to be
from now on i shall be free

Life Source

To make it with you
Dreams of but a few
The stars all shine for me
What melancholy

Economist Extraordinaire

The cacophony of taste
Explodes in my mouth tonight
Dairy products
In the mix
With the soy bean by product
Mashed up in a Saswadee delight
Drowned out in the spice of life

Load up and go forth tomorrow
Burst forward and cover the tracks

I shall see
I shall feel
I shall miss

One who is so dear.. one whom I've lost through my folly
I see her in my mind's eye every night
While I lay me down and cuss my humanity

I shall drift away
I shall cast the very first stone

April Shower and....... thereafter

Tonight was the launching pad
For the very words that will make me sad
We spoke at large with words that cut
Knocks wind right off my narrow gut

She moved along and jived to bits
And weary words lead me to fits
Without me round she's on a plain
Tonight I pray I won't feel this pain

Oh Six

Tonight the little draws me in
Tonight the sweetness shall begin

No longer shall I long and pray
No longer shall sorrow come my way

For she's the one who'd walk the road
For she my emotions overload

We walk down the journey of life
Today we embark on a life long dive

Sing to the morning~!!

As our hearts soar with new found wings

A sanctuary these new friends bring

Enfolding us with the angels' strings

Sing to the noon!

A quickened tune our hands will croon

Hasten steps as feeding time looms

While morsels are polished off our spoons

Sing to the night.

Awestuck by the scattering of light

The orange glow engulfs us with might

To this wonder we surrender our sights

Sing as we sleep...

What we have is here for keeps

Passions no longer silently weep

Looking forth as a new morning creeps

Aries

The battling ram has little patience

Though he saw its importance

The papers are wearing thin this week

As the snow queen buries another carrot stick

Who's gonna ride your wild horses

As the little pony gallops along

In all its buck toothed glory

As your heart again rise to the song

Tiny packages big on heart

Though the journey's only at the start

I think hard as I listen long

For the tinkling of my walking talk

Last words spoken cordial speech

My heart swings towards the hitch

Nursing me back to the pink of health

Very soon love'll be my wealth

Again

Again

The snow queen beckons

Kiss From A Snow Man

Her name ain't frosty
And she's far from snowy
Bunny hopping mad joy
Coming into this life
Golden
Surprise
Springs up in hope
Springs up in wish
And not in prayers

Spring queen fade away
Out with the old
and IN with the new!!

A new dawn beckons
As my heart delights
In the comforts of a cable queen
In the warm embrace of Alcatraz proportions

I walk away from fright
And steer away from the 5th light
No more should one who don't care
Give me nothing more than blank stares

The signs were showing the day
She mistook me for a plate
Of chicken rice
Or a coffee shop
Or the sea to the south
For I am nothing else but a nomaD

She'll Be Coming Round the Mountain

The winds blow

Swaying the soul

She escapes

While the twirling words unwind like a ticker tape

Meeting the maker

May we pray for the best

For what is

It shall be

Decreed as.....

The way we color the cloth

The princess of crazy lane evangelists

A freaking cantonese low

wish hard

wish bright

wishing on the faded starlight

Metallic Balloon

The balloon that floats

Though denser than air

The warrior that fought

Though cry in despair

Laughter masking the insecurities

Sorrow hiding the tapestries

Of love

Of hate

And

Of Joy

and of

Tears

Our shadow's hang high and our breath draws low

We tilt our head and lift our brow

Wondering what this new son brings

Wondering why he's whispering

Yet bellows without a tiny twitch

Of this tiny giant

Of this thundering silence

We cast the lightning rod

We shoot Apollo down

The hooded man lifts up the lamp

And guide you away from the blood deprived ram

Run to the morning of the naked rain

Run to the evening of the pouring saint

We fly with wings attached with wax

We plunge down again deep in regrets

Like leaded balloons that once flew high

Like twisted spoons warped by the mind

Fire Monster

The trucks come forth

The buck that morphed..

Into negative land

Undesirable situation of

Rowing

Asking

Following

Cropping

Spinning

Finally to a close

Lying

Touched the sky yesterday

Burrowing now

Come tomorrow

I want to be ready for it

Whatever the form

Whatever the spirit

Whatever the way

Changing

Arranging

Reflections of my Life